There's an end to every storm.

Because no matter what else is going to happen in your little life, honey You´ll always have to put that famous smile  on your red lips. wafting clouds of perfume all over our heads stereotypical  Unforgettable – as we may think  Life´s never been easy Life´ll never be easy.  but you – will always be easy.  cheap and dirty, contemning yourself. Show business has killed your beauty pure as it may have been. Too young to understand. Too old to decline´

I´m the one in the corner I´ve always been the one in the corner. How shall we not struggle in this world full of pain, hate and judgment  I hate leaving my room  Because I can literally hear all the things they say about me Pretending to not hear anything.  And it kills me even more to smile when I´m bleeding inside When i´m just screaming inside. Trying to hide all these tears. And all I needed was just a single hug and somebody telling me to keep going. warmth is the answer to all this cold But how shall we find warmth in a world where nobody cares.  I´ve never seen so many people feeling bad about themselves Than today, and I can surely tell: We´re destroying ourselves.

Darkness has spread all over the places. We feel lost in our thin skins Tears are ripping up like knives, Making us vulnerable. Drowning in an ocean of pain. Shattered in a thousand little pieces, Cutting through all our dreams Leaving us dead in hopeless places

sorry for not posting anything in such a long while I was just so totally busy and stressed out. today I want my post to be about this Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L3K0CJ8usPU First of all I think These guys are soo cute and i respect them so much because of what they're doing. This video is so emotional i just wanted to hug them when they started crying! But in second thought I was just thinking like why is it so hard to tell your parents who you actually are? We're living in 21th century and being gay or straight or bi or whatever shouldn't be something we should be worried about. Because it doesn't make us less worthy or less a "normal" person! It is just a piece of who we are! And in the end of the day These guys aren't the gay guys, they are just some normal guys. Love is love. we can't choose who we fall in love with. And no love is ever be able to be something ugly, because love is such a pure and amazing thing.

Ds läbe rennt und rennt, rennt eifach ah üs vrbi. Sache wo du dänkt hesch, ds si no wyt wäg si, si plötzlech hutnah.  D'zyt vrstricht. Momente gheie i sech zäme. Kollaps. Isch e Minute e Sekunde odr e sekunde vilech e stund? D'zyt isch nüme.  Du schwäbsch. Zytlos. Rastlos.  Ke gfüu me.

I had no relationship so far. And i was always asking myself why. I guess i may have found the reason now. I was looking for myself. I had no idea who i am and what i wanted. A stranger to myself, is what i had been all my life. And i'm still watching out. I don't know who i am yet. And how should someone fall for me, because of who i am. When not even I have an idea who i was. It's all about knowing yourself before anyone else's able to.

It's summertime and my heart is filled up with sunshine, happiness and love. I just wish I could meet up with my friends, sit somewhere in the sun and just talk about any idiotic stuff that runs through our minds. And I miss these kinda happy days, filled with love and laughter. I miss the untroubled days which i used to live. Which I used to memorize. Summertime is a time of no worries, no trouble and just pure happiness. Let them stay untroubled*