Red lips

Because no matter what else is going to happen
in your little life, honey
You´ll always have to put that famous smile 
on your red lips.

wafting clouds of perfume
all over our heads
stereotypical 
Unforgettable – as we may think 

Life´s never been easy
Life´ll never be easy. 
but you – will always be easy. 
cheap and dirty, contemning yourself.

Show business has killed your beauty
pure as it may have been.
Too young to understand.
Too old to decline´

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