There's an end to every storm.

You always reminded me of a summer day, A light breeze touching softly everything it passes. Laughter of children filling our ears until the darkness settles down. The sound of happiness, The melody of pure life. A day to remember, Memories kept in our hearts. You always reminded me of a summer day.

A torn heart in between burning bridges.  Harboring the deepest despair, Trapped between what is yet to come and what is supposed  to be. Standing at the edge of broken promises and a path full of unknowns.

To the outside I'm this cheerful girl On the inside I'm broken to a million pieces. I look happy all the time, being nice to everyone,  still a bit shy though.  I'm the girl next door. Well at least I seem to be. I'm smiley and friendly.  But no one sees the insecure me. The me that's fighting every minute of the day to accept herself and tries not to cry because she's ashamed of herself. No one sees the me that needs to be saved.  Because I'm the girl that cares about everyone. That will always help and be nice to you no matter what.  But when I go home I'm alone. No one's available who cares for me.  I'm the girl with the broken smile who will try everything to make you feel better. Because I know how it is to feel worthless. I know how it is to be on the bottom, fearing to look up to the stars. 

Everyone could see all these colors, the beautiful pictures, the melodies. They were able to see magic. While I was trying to convince myself that in all the darkness the shadows contained some beauty too.