You always reminded me of a summer day, A light breeze touching softly everything it passes. Laughter of children filling our ears until the darkness settles down. The sound of happiness, The melody of pure life. A day to remember, Memories kept in our hearts. You always reminded me of a summer day.
I am 21 now. Literally just at the start of my life. And I have been fighting my very own body for more years than I can count. I am 21 and I have never felt more empowered than in this moment right here. I have spent so many years fighting my body. It was never enough. I was never enough. As I kid I was bullied because I was 'big'. When I hit puberty I got hips, boobs and just wider in general. I started working out like crazy and I was finally skinny. I almost felt worthy. I almost felt pretty. But my hair was never the way I wanted it. My skin had more blemishes than I wanted. I was too small. Since 14 I stand at 5'6 and I dreaded it. My feet and hands were too big. I always loved swimming but at one point I dreaded myself in a bathing suit. I didn't want to show my body this vulnerable. I stopped swimming. I started hidding myself. I broke off relationships. I felt bad about myself. I started eating to fill...
Was - Wenn wir keine Worte mehr haben ? Wir leben von Worten, wir sehen uns nicht, Leben an verschiedenen Orten, Schreiben uns täglich, Hören uns täglich... Unsere Liebe besteht aus Worten, Egal an welchen Orten! Kann eine Liebe nur aus Worten bestehen, Auch wenn wir uns nur ganz selten sehen ?? Wenn wir keine Worte mehr haben, Nimmt unsere Liebe daran Schaden.. Werden uns die Berührungen fehlen, Dieses wortlose Verstehen.. Ein versinken in den Augen des anderen, Mit den Händen über den Körper des Anderen wandern, Den Gleichklang des Herzens spüren, tief in den Seelen berühren.. Kann man dies alles mit Worten erreichen . Werden unsere Worte dafür reichen ..? Was - Wenn wir keine Worte mehr finden, Wird unsere Liebe schwinden ? Ich liebe dich - ist schnell gesagt, Hat es bestand in unserem Alltag ? Wenn Liebe in Worten so verletzen kann ?
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