There's an end to every storm.

mir redä und redä   fadegrad anenag vrbi u merke tüeh mrs ersch, we dr eint ufem Himalya und dr anger z züri steit. Mir secklä und secklä    wie geng schneuer si aus aui angere Drbi wärs doch gschider mau d sunne zgniesse weder i nächst räge z cho. Mir tröime und tröime    aber eigetech wüsse mr nid vo was. Wi wärs we mr mau zämehocke u eifach nüt säge.  Vilech vrstöh mr nis so.  

BDD - Body dysmorphic disorder Ember Evanescent - But I'm not dysmorphic ... right?      You know why I'm obsessed with makeup? You know why I literally BREAK. DOWN. when I see myself in the mirror on one of those REALLY ugly days that I have? You know why I seem f!cking vain and beauty obsessed and attention seeking because of how self-deprecating I am? You know why I am currently crying...alone...on my bedroom floor...kind of pathetically? Because now I'm a little bit scared That maybe I DO have a disease of the mind Maybe I DO have something in my head that isn't right It just seems so impossible Because I mean I look in the mirror And all I see is this hideous shameful beastly girl So ugly In fact, I genuinely feel terrible for the people who have to look at me and I don't know why I just don't see how anybody could ever possibly think that I am pretty And for some reasons I'm crying right now And I feel really alone But no no no There is no way I re...