There's an end to every storm.

How shall I How could I How ought I How ? Everytime when i say something It's the wrong thing Always when i try to explain It's not right. I feel misunderstood But how could I change ? I try to change But how how shall I ? I always think too much, But i forget to think about the follow I always feel something But i say it before i realised it to the fulllest. I'm sorry for being complicated I'm sorry for being a bitch I'm sorry for being mean I'm sorry for being me. How can i change.. How can i be better How .. Can i be not me?

Träume entstehen,wachsen und vergehen, Hoffnung keimt,breitet sich aus und verschwindet. Gefühle bilden sich, werden grösser und verblassen. Ein stet'ger Wandel von Konstanten. Warum leben wir, Warum atmen wir, Warum weinen und lachen wir, Warum,warum lieben wir? Treffen, kennenlernen, Singen,tanzen,lachen, Küssen,streiten,weinen,umarmen, Austauschbar? Das Leben, eine einzig grosse Frage, Das Leben, eine einzig grosse Verwirrung, Das Leben, eine einzig grosse Enttäuschung, Das Leben, undurchschaubar bis zu letzt. Doch mich, mich quält nur eine ein'zge Frag, Stets auf der Suche nach der ein'n Antwort, Nachdenken,träumen,fragen,fliegen Können wir wirklich lieben? ©Adina K.

When i look at you I see pure beauty I know i shouldn't But i'm getting jealous. The world,my friends Seems to get more beautiful Everyday, every moment In which i hate myself even more. Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror, And started crying ? Have you ever felt this deep pain, Because you knew you'd never be less ugly? I love them, From the bottom of my heart. Even if it kills me, Makes me hate myself even more, to see them. Wishing you'd look different Tears you apart, more than you thought, Have you ever felt this pain? I did. ©Adina K.

When i first met you I knew you'd be someone special. When i first talked to you I realised you were too good. For too many reasons i liked you For too many seconds i starred at you For too many feelings i felt ashamed For too much love i got rejected. My tears were as clear as a diamond My thoughts were as entangled as a rope My heart hurt as bad as a knife in my arm When i found out you were too good for me. When i looked into your eyes i could see future. When i was in your arms i felt safety When i heard your voice i was happy When i sat next to you the time went on slower. My feelings had been as wide as the sky But i was not good enough. I knew when I saw you i'd be loosing you But i never thought i'd be so hard. ©Adina K.